Why With me

 WHY WITH ME

i don't know it just only me or this thing is just universal for all the boys, if it is just only with me then pls just do something good instead of all these things that make me happy and feel proud at the same time 

I'm not just complaining i'm just shocked why just me i know there must be alot of people like me who put lots of effort be didn't get anything and you know god that things really break the people from the inside, just take an example what if your plan didn't work like that you planned what should you do? uuh basically you just changed the plan to achieve the that target and suppose you new plan also didn't work then what logically you will moved for the next one what if every plan you make will leads to failure and doesn't give you the result so what next,

you will be in doubt or not? will think or not is this plan are bad or it just me? because others are getting their result with the same effort and plan but you didn't is this something wrong with me or my plan?

is this really heartbreaking or not, it is because when everyone is getting result instead of you by putting same or less effort then you, then there must be some problem with you or your luck 

yes or no

and now just listen my story 

staring with the trail i did lots of stuff to earn money tried many other resources but didn't work not getting any single support or reach and even try youtube to make some source of income but didn't work had a meme page but nothing achieved still not able to manage 100 follower by my own in a couple of years and even try to make some designing account to make some side income by getting print my design on tshirt but my account banned within a day 

and this is not enough even created a blogging page to make the people aware about some tech and entrainment, what happened i guess nothing it has been 3-4 years and still stuck on 3k view and mostly are mine in this  

 now if someone is reading this 

so he/she will thought what rubbish is this, this guy is such a dumb what he is actually talking about just because he didn't get followers or view he is complaining about this sound funny yeah i know 

it is funny until you place yourself in my place, it is not just about the view or the followers it is about the earning because it a bitter truth if something i will be in trouble no one is going to help me financially not even my friends and not even you

and in this era if you are good at entertaining and doing all these stuff and having a good luck you can earn lots of money without talent and not even any skill and most important money is really important even if you denied million of time you can't get a peace with money and all this stuff but in the end what the only thing that only matter is money how much money do you have.

you might be rich or poor, good or bad believe in god or not the only thing that really matter is money.

if my point is not valid then just do one thing give me your all wealth and spend your life as broke. then the things that you are thinking about me like:- how lame is this guy or dumb poor or any negative thought about me. will change your mind in few second, i'm not saying you to spend one year just visualize that then you will know the pain.

and you know what im a packet with full of failure fail in earning money, respect, love everything, but still lying myself about my life.  

i'm not going to write that thing i believe if i will write there it will surely not going to happen im cursed 

i only come here to express my felling so i fell good because heartbreak really hurt why women always broke the heart and that much, whom i really wants to love, leave me in no time. im so done and want to become a guy who never fall in love and never fall for any girl

i promise myself milna hoga toh mil jaaega but never underestimate yourself never drop your pride in front of any girl or any other person you are the only one who support himself just do it and 

faad kai rakh denge duniya bc!! will die as a fucking richhhhhhhhh! bro that's my promise and problem.

chaahe kuch bhi aaye bc ameer bnana hai toh bnaana hai!!!!

bs yhi hai jo hai be rich and just be rich and just be rich !! nothing else 

hehe bye have a good night